Why!!!!!

How could he do this
What gave him the right
All with him is amiss
He never wanted to fight.

He has run to the other
Things are never that bad
When you run into the arms of a lover
He really is so sad.

It hurts yes it hurts so much
That it seems our love was worthless
I am now gonna be tough
He does not know how ruthless.

Deeply in love.......
What the hell????
How can it ever last
He has cast his spell.

Two married couples
Going their separate ways
So many families ruined
I can´t even count who pays.

But they don´t care
They deserve each other
So many failings I wanted to spare
Now it´s us or never!!!

You say you won´t come
Not even to see our sunshine
If I can´t behave????
What do you expect a rhyme???

What you have done to families
Noone can believe
You can´t go on in this life
Living in a sieve.

My anger and my hurt are real
I can´t get over it so quick
To fall into anothers arms
And not even blink.

Go to the other enjoy it while it lasts
You will end up destroying this one too
And probably very fast
Things here will not run smooth.

Yes I am angry and you probably too
When you read this you will probably hate me
Go on if this is so.


I loved you so deeply
And for you to say you love another deeply
I can´t sit back and say nothing
I´ve held back my feelings.

So this is how it is
I will try to behave
It will be very hard
But I will do my best....just can´t promise.

No-one in your situation could 'behave'... my God, that makes me so angry..!
And blackmail á la 'I won't see our little one, if you aren't nice' is beyond everything! I really can't believe this...

Here is a big, big hug for you, Rainbow.
You have every right on earth to be murderously angry! (And by the way: I'm glad, you are now. All this 'I loved you so much and I forgive you' wasn't healthy, really...)

thanks Wingah for your words

I know it wasn´t healthy.Now when I look at him all I think of is how sorry I feel for him that he is in such a mess.Yes it hurts of course but by saying you are deeply in love it makes our love and relationship seem false and a joke.He is a taker not a giver and that´s a fact I am now learning.All about me me me....quite frankly I´ve had enough.Keeping me slightly hanging on by saying I was the best thing in his life and his life started when we met.I don´t believe anything about our relationship anymore.

However, what´s done is done...nothing more to be said.Soon we will be gone and he will forget about us and we about him.

Life goes on and whatever is around the corner is bound to be better than all this crap!!!!!

In one word: YES