Ended

Yesterday my dream ended
I said yes I agree
I had to give up my final hope
And all I want to do is flee

I had the final decision
Why always left to me?
My life I had a vision
Now it´s full of "what if´s" agreed?

I want his suffering to be unending
But that would be cruel and mean
I am a loving,forgiving person
And I have the main thing....my sweet

The months to come will be hard
He wants to cut so quick
To get on with our lives separate
But it will never be that´s sad

We have a daughter him and me
She means the world to him
I know what he is giving up
My I will never refuse him to see

I am alone, that´s a fact
Alone in the meaning of no love anymore
But my love for our precious one
Will hold me as I walk out the door.

Tears begin to run with those last lines
I miss what we’ve been building up
My Sadness gives me back my rimes
I try to tell my heart to shup

We’ve had the best times out of all
In good and worse
You caught my fall

As I told you yesterday
‘I am sorry but I do not have a different reply’

My life has changed in many ways
Walking alone on empty bays
My little gorgeous one I’ll ever miss
Deep pain is there with every Kiss

I’ve decided to walk the line
This live was ours never mine
Lies I’ve built up all around
Finally reached the hardest bound

I want this cut for you and me
So we might find peace again
Rest and probably
A way to handle this pain

Yes there were good times
So many I can´t count
We laughed, smiled, joked and cried
The joy we had had no bound

Then one day something was amiss
You did not even want to kiss
You closed the door, would not let me in
I felt it had all gone in the bin

Today is the first day of the rest of my life
There will be no more strife
Alone I am and alone I stay
Till I find something another day

The thought of you with her or others
Tears my down and almost smothers
But yesterday I gave up the right
Yesterday I lost the fight

One thing I promise to you
Our love was so true
It´s gone I know
Just like the snow
Everything begins anew

I remember the vows
What we said and promised
Unfortunately you could not do
To me you were my all,my love,my heart, my soul
In one moment you no longer heard my call

What´s done is done
You do not want to change it
My life,I begin again
My love remains with you.

Your lines are very hard to read
The pain of loss is coming up
My heart still does heavy bleed
My family you two are and this will never stop

Made this decision because I must
Doesn’t mean I do not care
Lost my faith my only trust
Will not come back because I do not dare

Al those times will always be
Stuck in my heads memory
You were a dream come true
The question was who am I, who

Wanted to be true an honest
Never really had been
Might have solved so many problems
Problems both never had been seen

One promise now I want to keep
I’ll go on for counselling in my life
The sadness will not be sweep
But it might sweep my Hive

ich weiß, man sollte sich in sowas eigentlich nicht einmischen, aber ich finde diese Geschichte so traurig und gleichzeitig auch ganz fürchterlich!

Männer die ihre Frauen betrügen sind echt z.K. und wenn sie dann nicht dazu stehen und die Frau immer wieder hinhalten ist das noch viel schlimmer und einfach nur egoistisch! (...umgekehrt würde ich es übrigens genauso schlimm finden) Warum entscheidest Du Dich nicht endlich und lässt Deine Frau zur Ruhe kommen????

Rainbow, ich hoffe Du bist irgendwann stark genug Deine eigene Entscheidung zu treffen und Dich nicht mehr hinhalten zu lassen.

Und ganz besonders hoffe ich, dass Ihr Euer Kind da raushaltet, denn es kann nichts für die Situation!!

Hi Babe,

Your words give me a little strength
I think though maybe I confused things.
He did not love me for a long time and lied about it
He only made the final cut it seems when these feelings for another woman came about
Thats what I think anyway.

It does not matter....I was always wanting to fight but it´s too late and the door is shut....
Nothing to be done
I must go on even if I don´t want to without him
But he has moved on which still hurts
He stopped loving a while ago so now it´s easier to allow himself to love again
I loved him from the day we met and to think he is with someone else feels like he is cheating
But I know he is not as I do not have any control anymore

My child and I will move to another life, hopefully better than right now...well it can´t get any worse I do not think...

He will always be a part of my life just for the sake of our daughter that I can´t and don´t want to change.....

He was the best thing that happened to me and this gift of a child...shows he did love me at one stage....unfortunately not as long as we promised to.

Hallo Rainbow,

ich drück Dir alle Daumen, dass es Dir bald besser geht!
Es ist immer schwer jemanden ziehen zu lassen, den man liebt, aber letzendlich wirst Du irgendwann feststellen, dass es so besser ist. Und wenn Du diesen Punkt erreicht hast und Du Dein Leben wieder genießen kannst (auch alleine), dann bist Du bereit jemand neuen kennenzulernen. Lass Dich nicht unterkriegen und denke immer daran, so behandelt zu werden hat niemand verdient!!

Ich drücke Dich!


PS. Bommelben, wir brauchen einen ich drück dich smilie

Let’s try to go through this without pain
Cause this will not be any gain
I’ll promise to be as fair and polite can be
Hope this is the way you also are to me

I am sorry for my failing
There is no fault lying with you
My ship must go on sailing
External help will make it too

Want to thank for happy times
Do not find any proper rhymes

Thank you very much for our time together and thank you for our little luck. As I told you earlier I do not want you to leave but have full understanding for this step. Please be assure that I will not block your way or anything.
One thing I can promise… There will be always a chance in life! A chance for Jazz to see and meet her dad… a chance for you to find your happiness back… a chance for new beginnings… and heaps of other chances even if the sky is dark grey now it sure will clear up because it can’t always rain!!!