Without you

Without you I thought I would die
Without you all I do is cry
Without you I can´t realise my dreams
Without you all I do is scream

Without you my world falls apart
Without you I have lost my heart
Without you she has lost her papa
Without you it´s now just mama

Without you we must go on
Without you the day is so long
Without you I must be strong
Without you life must go on

Without you our life will change
Without you it feels so strange
Without you the sun struggles to shine
Without you the sun WILL shine again!!!!

YES!
I'm so glad about the last part!

Congratualtions to the last sentence! Yes everything will sort and get better! You are strong and the Sun sure will shine again!!!
I'll be there >< when you need a friend

There is no need for congratulations.

I have lost my everything.I gave my everything and still came out losing......but I do have a wonderful daughter....if anything good came from this relationship.

Friends........I am not sure what that is and means.Friends unfortunately have not been there and I do not rely on them.The only thing I can rely on is ME.Noone else!!

My only thought was things could get better and sort was when he came back....but there is absolutely no hope......love cant be turned on and off like a light bulb....not for me anyway.

I do not know what is in the future...no crystal ball there but one thing is for sure.I will make a good life for me and my daughter whatever.

Sorry Nif,

Hope you didn´t think I was getting angry at you

It´s just I loved this man so much and it seems I did not recognise the signs were there or just wanted to ignore them hoping all would be better....so it is partly my fault...not to do something earlier.

I mainly am concerned for my daughter....ok for me as well....love for me is so much more.I thought I was in love previoulsy but until I met my husband I really had no idea what love was.To love someone so unconditional, no limits, would not have mattered what he did I would love him.....I still do even though I don´t want to as it hurts so much.

There feels like two roads I could take.....well no, really one road but every now and then there is a turn in the road leading me back but all of a sudden it disappears.I see this extra road as hope.I am hanging on for dear life to any thread that might be there...even though I know there isn´t I just don´t want to believe it yet.

I must however be strong in order to face life just me and my beautifuly wonderful daughter who will always be daddys little girl regardless of where we are....and that I would not change in the world...a little version of my husband and I...the most wonderful gift given from our love....I will always be thankful......I should say this to my husband as well.....he gave me the greatest gift ever and I thank him tremendoulsy for that....

I smile as I write this, the light is coming into the tunnel but sometimes only for a moment....but at least it is there which gives me hope of becoming stronger

So Nif, thanks for your kind words and I will get through this...and this forum is a great place to vent all feelings, good and bad